Thursday, 31 January 2013

Hliðskjálf - 1999



This album was the second to be recorded by Varg Vikernes while he was imprisoned for murder and arson and also Burzum's second ambient album. Dauði Baldrs and Hliðskjálf were created with synthesized instruments as he was not allowed any other instruments while being imprisoned.







Do You Remember?






don't you know, if you think this picture about you and me
you're totally wrong...
don't you know, if you think this picture about our relationship
you're totally wrong again...
if you still don't know about this picture...
let me explain it to you...
love maybe made some hurt to your heart
love maybe can or can't give what you want
but this picture tell you and me,
about some words...
love doesn't mean anything without you and me.
love comes from our hearts,
to make us feel more comfortable and complementary
to each other deficiencies.

Empyrium

1994 -2002 Through the entire creation Empyrium runs like a thread through string: the love of nature, tragedy and romance





Empyrium was founded in 1994 by Markus Stock (mostly using the pseudonym Ulf Theodor Schwadorf) and Andreas Bach, but later many other participated.


Their first two albums, A Wintersunset and Songs of Moors and Misty Fields, following a demo entitled ...Der wie ein Blitz vom Himmel fiel..., can be considered doom metal (or, as some will argue, folk metal) with folk and symphonic influences. They combine harsh and operatic male vocals, with deep slow guitar parts and atmospheric sounds.


 

Machu Picchu

I really want to go there, someday, with my husband of course.

       Machu Picchu is located in the Cusco Region of Peru, South America. It is situated on a mountain ridge above the Urubamba Valley in Peru, which is 80 kilometres (50 mi) northwest of Cusco and through which the Urubamba River flows. Most archaeologists believe that Machu Picchu was built as an estate for the Inca emperor Pachacuti (1438–1472). Often referred to as the "City of the Incas", it is perhaps the most familiar icon of Inca civilization.



       The space is composed of 140 structures or features, including temples, sanctuaries, parks, and residences that include houses with thatched roofs. There are more than one hundred flights of stone steps — often completely carved from a single block of granite — and numerous water fountains. These were interconnected by channels and water-drains perforated in the rock that were designed for the original irrigation system. Evidence suggests that the irrigation system was used to carry water from a holy spring to each of the houses in turn.
     According to archaeologists, the urban sector of Machu Picchu was divided into three great districts: the Sacred District, the Popular District to the south, and the District of the Priests and the Nobility.

       Located in the first zone are the primary archaeological treasures: the Intihuatana, the Temple of the Sun and the Room of the Three Windows. These were dedicated to Inti, their sun god and greatest deity. The Popular District, or Residential District, is the place where the lower-class people lived. It includes storage buildings and simple houses.

You Are All I Need Part 2

We were in the studio today and I heard Tommy playing a really cool lil piece of music on the piano in the other room. I ran in, sat down and joined him, and we wrote a gorgeous song that Barry fucking Manilow would be proud of.
I have the cassette with me now and I have a brilliant idea. I’m going to write this one for Nicole.

NIKKI: Nicole and I had finished after she came
out of rehab clean in the middle of ’86 and we
discovered we’d had nothing in common except
heroin. So no hard feelings, you might figure…
but it wasn’t that simple. I was convinced that
Nicole had cheated on me while I was away
touring Theatre of Pain. I was pretty sure she’d
been fucking Jack Wagner, a pretty-boy actor
from General Hospital. The fact that I must have
cheated on her two hundred times during the
same tour didn’t even enter my mental equation.
Jack Wagner had had a chart hit with a piece of
slop called “You’re All I Need.” And in my twisted
head it felt like the time for some serious revenge.

MARCH 7TH, 1987
Van Nuys, 7:45 p.m.


We’ve finished You’re All I Need, the song Tommy and me were working on yesterday. I guess it’s a take on Taxi Driver in the sense that if you really love somebody, you would kill them so nobody else can have them, right?

The blade of my knife
Faced away from your heart
Those last few nights
It turned and sliced you apart
This love that I tell
Now feels lonely as hell
From this padded prison cell
So many times I said
You'd only be mine
I gave my blood and my tears
And loved you cyanide
When you took my lips
I took your breath
Sometimes love's better off dead
You're all I need, make you only mine
I loved you so I set you free
I had to take your life
You're all I need, you're all I need
You're all I need, And I loved you so
But you didn't love me
Laid out cold, Now we're both alone
But killing you helped me keep you home
I guess it was bad
Cause love can be sad
But we finally made the news
Tied up smiling
I thought you were happy
Never opened your eyes
I thought you were napping
I got so much to learn
About love in this world
But we finally made the news
You're all I need, make you only mine
I loved you So I set you free
I had to take your life
You're all I need, you're all I need
You're all I need and I loved you so
So I put you to sleep

I mean, I don’t think I can ever really love anybody, but murder is not out of the question…considering that this fucking whore was fucking somebody else while I was out on tour. How dare she cheat on me? So today Vince sang the vocals, and I plan on hand-delivering the cassette to Nicole tonight to see if she gets the joke. If it is a joke.
 

2 a.m. 
Just got back from Nicole’s house–it went like a dream. When I got there she looked kinda nervous, but I sat down with her and said, “We had a really nice relationship but we’ve had a hard time, so I’ve written a song for you about our time together.” Nicole looked real emotional and reminded me that the last time we talked I told her I was gonna slit her throat. I’d forgotten that. I told her that I’ve changed.

I put the song on and Nicole looked touched as the
beautiful piano kicked in. Then I sat there hiding my smile
as the lyrics started to flow. When Vince sang, You’re All I Need, I could see her thinking, That’s Jack’s song! Then when the song ended, she just looked at me and said, You’re a fucking asshole, and you’ve always been an asshole. Nice!


I told her she could keep the cassette and as I walked out, I said, How’s Jack doing, anyway? She said I had no idea what I was talking about. I said, Tell Jack to kiss his knees goodbye…

NIKKI: When I got home that night I phoned some local bikers and hired them. Their job was to wait in the bushes outside the TV studio and break Jack Wagner’s kneecaps, then tell him Nikki Sixx sends his love.

WAYNE ISHAM: I shot Mötley’s video for “You’re All I
Need,” but at the time I never made the connection
that Nikki saw the song as partly about him and
Nicole. Nikki was so paranoid but his fears of her
betraying him were totally unfounded. Nicole was a
great girl with a real cool smile but Nikki took her
down to the depths. Every time you saw her, you
could see she was just being sucked into this vortex.
It was too bad because she was a real nice person.
Taking the song to play it to Nicole is such a Nikki
thing to do. He would enjoy doing it as well. He
always had the Devil’s wiseass smile in his eyes. I
guess that’s why he always wore sunglasses.


MARCH 8TH, 1987
Van Nuys, 3:50 p.m
.
Nicole just phoned me screaming and crying and telling me that I was a sonofabitch for getting Jack’s legs broken. I told her I had no idea what she was talking about, but it’s fucking cool!

NIKKI: This was a truly bizarre eventuality.
Shortly after Nicole phoned, my contact called
and apologized, saying they hadn’t been able to
get to Jack. I was baffled until it came on the local
news that, by pure coincidence, Wagner had
fallen over during filming that day and broken his
knee on the soundstage! My head was so
messed up, I thought it was divine retribution.


From: The Heroin Diaries

The Girl With Golden Eyes

She speaks to me in Persian
Tells me that she loves me
The girl with golden eyes
And though I hardly know her
I let her in my veins
And trust her with my life

I wish I had never kissed her
'Cause I just can't resist her
The girl with golden eyes
Every time she whispers
'Take me in your arms
The way you did last night.'

Everything will be okay
Everything will be alright
If I can get away from her
And save my worthless life.

I wake up every morning
Jonesing for her love
The girl with golden eyes
I won't have to wait long
'Til she buries me with roses
'Cause she's always by my side

Everything will be okay
Everything will be alright
If I can get away from her
And save my worthless life.

[Spoken Word]
Day one. Dope free. I went to the clinic today and got the first dose of methadone.
I'm out of dope so I threw away all my rigs.
Day two. I can't believe it's been two days without junk.
Fucking smack, it just ruins peoples' lives.
At first it seems so sweet, then you wake up next to a monster.
Day three. I haven't had anything for three days now.
This withdrawal is killing me. It's like shock therapy to my guts.
Day four. Last visit to the clinic. My whole body feels like it's cracking into pieces.
Fragile doesn't even come close to describing how I feel.
Day five-- I'm sick as a dog, but this handful of painkillers
and a lotta whiskey's gonna get me through.
Day six-- When I'm left to my own devices I go fucking insane.
I'll never use heroin again.
Day seven-- I can't believe I'm clean!
Day eight-- Everyone says I look better--
Day nine-- The parasites are panicking--
Day ten-- They seem amazed that I'm alive!

Everything will be okay
Everything will be alright
If I can get away from her
And save my worthless life.
Everything will be okay
Everything will be alright
If I can get away from her
And save my worthless life. 

What's the meaning of "Girl With Golden Eyes"?
It is Persian Heroin. Of course, Nikki Sixx was addicted with this heroin. 


 

The Day Nikki Sixx Died

     Sixx had relocated to the band’s other suite, where a dealer had given him a shot of Persian heroin. He immediately began to overdose and struggled to make his way back to Slash but collapsed on their floor, whilst the dealer ran from the hotel room. McLaughlin began screaming and pleading for Slash to help but he was mostly unresponsive. Adler managed to help McLaughlin drag Sixx into the bathroom and then a moment later Slash appeared at the door and began to freak out at the sight of his friend on the floor. Whist she attempted to perform CPR on him one of the other guests phoned for an ambulance. When the news reached Mötley Crüe‘s tour manager, Rich Fisher, he immediately called Neil who was fast asleep at home. Moments later he received another call, this one from Sixx’s limo driver who claimed that he had seen the dealer running from the hotel. Having been given a shot of adrenaline by the paramedics, Sixx was taken to Cedars-Sinai, a hospital on Beverly Blvd., whilst news of his overdose had somehow leaked to the press. Lee was the next of his bandmates to notified, with Slash informing him that Sixx had collapsed from a drug overdose and had been taken away in an ambulance.

    Sixx eventually opened his eyes in a hospital bed wearing just his leather pants, whilst a police officer stood over him shining a light into his face. Far from lucid, it took some time for Sixx to come round as he was asked questions about his drug use and where he had obtained the heroin from. Having been unable to find any narcotics at the scene, the police were unable to bring charges to Sixx, who began to hurl abuse at the officer. Some time later, he tore the tubes from his arms and headed down to the parking lot where he came across two teenage girls sat in a Mazda. The pair had been crying after hearing about his death on the radio and were shocked to see Sixx standing in front of them, barely alive. After being offered one of their jackets and forced to promise them that he would never take drugs again, Sixx was dropped off at his home at almost 6 A.M. where he was greeted by Karen Dumont, who had relocated from New York a year earlier to work PolyGram’s L.A. office and had been given the thankless role of housesitting for Sixx whilst he was away on tour and attempting to police his drug activity when he was home.

     Perhaps typical of his dry humour, the first thing that Sixx was change the message on his answering machine to “Hey, it’s Nikki Sixx. I’m not here because I’m dead.” But the joke backfired and he awoke the following day to find several angry messages from friends who did not approve of the tasteless gag. To his disgust, he discovered that there was a needle in his arm from when he had injected himself with heroin after almost dying from a drug overdose. Yet, despite belittling the fact that he had almost died, Sixx woke up on Christmas morning with a newfound sense of optimism about the future and had made a promise to himself that he was done with drugs. Having been prescribed Prozac for his depression, Sixx and his bandmates eventually entered rehab and re-emerged sober for the release of their fifth album, Dr. Feelgood, in 1989.



A Short Alternative Medical Dictionary

DEFINITIONS COURTESY OF DR. LEMUEL
PILLMEISTER (also known as Lemmy)

ADDICTION
When you can give up something anytime, as long as
it’s next Tuesday.


ALCOHOLISM
A habit that helps you to see the iguanas in your
eyeballs.


COCAINE
Peruvian Marching Powder–a stimulant that has the
extraordinary effect that the more you do, the more you
laugh out of context.


DEPRESSION
When everything you laugh at is miserable and you can’t
seem to stop.


HEROIN
A drug that helps you to escape reality, while making it
much harder to cope when you are recaptured.


PSYCHOSIS
When everybody turns into tiny dolls and they have needles
in their mouths and they hate you and you don’t care
because you have THE KNIFE! AHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!